Saturday, December 20

I love today and I hope I will love love love and love ..

I'm happy here.
Obviously.

By the name of Allah The Most Merciful.


Ira tak pernah merasai jagung bakar sebenarnya selama ira hidup. 
It was my first time enjoying jagung bakar in front of Pantai Cahaya Bulan.
Thank you Allah S.W.T for sending me here.
To heal the wound that I thought it will never be healed.

I miss my Family but I don't miss Kuala Lumpur.
I miss my father who always do gardening things.
I miss my mother who always talk to me . Talk , talk and talk to me.
I miss my sisters  who are very lazy --'
I miss our little Khael .
and they are lovely,
I wish they were here.
Get away from the city and feel the way I feels about this place.
Here we go - a lot of grammatical error.
I suggest this college to my beloved sister Masturah because I want her to  have time to build herself again.
I know it is hard for her to leave her company.
But, I never force her to do so.
So, If she meant to be here. She will be here and meanwhile I will breath happily in my happy new life.

It is not about I have less problem to solve here.
It is more about how I handle and face the problem.
It is how I cope with new people and new environment which before this I always failed to do that.
In my very very first semester.
I had an awesome bunch of happy blockmates.
They love to eat together.
They live together including myself.

The difference is I am no longer so into people around me.
I practice to stop talking behind someone on their back.
I stop talking and be a listener and never reveal my thoughts to those who cannot digest it.
The thing is, they may hurt but I have reasons.
And this attitudes makes me had a little friends who can listen and who can understand my words.
I have many friends and I love them.
And I love the way I treat them even though I don't know what they felt inside.
But, I'm glad that I sleep without any old grudge to anyone except one.

myself.



Saturday, December 6

That's it

I am seriously want to be a midwife.

-_-

My Dip in Islamic Studies , I will use it for my children and my family,
My Stam Soon, I will use it also for me and my family,
My dream to be a midwife will be my career.

That's it.

-_-