Why English ?
Why why why,
kenapa aku suka dan cuba menulis dalam bahasa inggeris ?
walaupun salah penggunaan tatabahasa?
jawapannya , kerana keistimewaan bahasa Inggeris ni ,
menggambarkan beberapa keadaan yang bahasa Melayu sukar gambarkan ,
bukan berniat nak merendahkan bahasa ibunda , malah aku amat cemerlang dalam menggunakan kosa kata ,
cuma ,
ingin menjelaskan bahawa aku juga selesa untuk menggambarkan diri dengan perkataan dalam bahasa Inggeris,
bahasa seterusnya pula adalah bahasa Syurga, Arab , Bahasa Al-Quran,
masih belajar :)
What next ? I will go for Medic ,
Insyaallah ,
by 30 , I am a muslim's women that have speciallity to advise someone on their health condition . :)
even if the way are so far far away , :) within 10 years , but I''ll do it , I'm a multitasker,
so , ayah will selling his house to me IF i get my payment slip , that Puchong's Apartment,
but the Rawang's house , emmm , we have to say goodbye to him :')
and we are moving in to my paklong's house which located at Gombak , and I love it :)
and If I got to get SPA , I'll go for it for medical assistant ,
taking back biology and chemistry paper ,
and , be a d.
Insyaallah .
so . .
smile :) i'm okay
okay lari tajuk banyak gila .
Thursday, November 28
Sunday, November 24
New Day , New Book , Run Away
By the name of ALLAH Most Merciful ,
today , i'm feeling so miserable , but i can handle it .
everything is going going gone and i really hate it ,
I really hate when people change , even though i've changed a lot ,
I hate when I have to pretend there's nothing wrong with me ,
because when I don't , people seem getting away from me , and it is so sucks.
So , here my new game ,
we play with denial ,
we deny that we sad ,
we deny that we love,
we deny that we like ,
we deny that we hurt so much and grieving like the hell inside.
we deny that everything turn bad,
well , my ex-boyfriend call joe already dumped me , well , it is so hard ,
err.. nope. it is so painful ..
okay , i start my day with going to college , sending my little sister to work . and then , talking talking with my friends and lecturer,, and here it goes , my day as student ,
after 5 , i prepare to go to kfc kl sentral , well , i am a multitasker , so , I did . part-time cashier ..
and then , of course I don't want to be the old myself that so so emotional .,
and i am so into my friends .
so . i am just being me ,
deny what I like ,, deny when I sad , and deny everything that i could,
and play with abandoned,
people there call me ira..
which is so good to hear and i really love it ..
what i have to do is only being a quiet person and bla bla bla
and , i hate assignments so much ,.and i mean it ,
okay .. and , my family will move on to Gombak soon ,
emmm , what else to say ?
I really hate Joe . i mean , i hate him because he choose someone else,
but I deserve better , rite ? am i right ?
so , may i have all the power to leave you . to make you as my memories ,
even though you were my soulmates ,
and hating you is the most exhausting ..
I have family to work on , i have a really big responsibilities , and i have something to prove ,
so , i choose my life ,
may Allah take care of you yesterday darling ...
and .. talking about bestfriends , I don't know.. we've changed ,
so . may i can cope with what coming next ..
study , study and study ,
I wanna be a doctor , so i really have to heal myself first , then others,
i really have to ...
I want to be a doctor ..
it's a fardhu Kifayah man :)
and I really wish i can build a house for my father to keep gardening . my mother keep smiling.
my sisters and little khael keep swimming , and my havoc maksu can cook , cook and cook ..
I really have to pattern my lifestyle perfectly , I mean , near to perfectly.
Okay , Have a nice day readers . . .
May we got Jannah ..
:")
today , i'm feeling so miserable , but i can handle it .
everything is going going gone and i really hate it ,
I really hate when people change , even though i've changed a lot ,
I hate when I have to pretend there's nothing wrong with me ,
because when I don't , people seem getting away from me , and it is so sucks.
So , here my new game ,
we play with denial ,
we deny that we sad ,
we deny that we love,
we deny that we like ,
we deny that we hurt so much and grieving like the hell inside.
we deny that everything turn bad,
well , my ex-boyfriend call joe already dumped me , well , it is so hard ,
err.. nope. it is so painful ..
okay , i start my day with going to college , sending my little sister to work . and then , talking talking with my friends and lecturer,, and here it goes , my day as student ,
after 5 , i prepare to go to kfc kl sentral , well , i am a multitasker , so , I did . part-time cashier ..
and then , of course I don't want to be the old myself that so so emotional .,
and i am so into my friends .
so . i am just being me ,
deny what I like ,, deny when I sad , and deny everything that i could,
and play with abandoned,
people there call me ira..
which is so good to hear and i really love it ..
what i have to do is only being a quiet person and bla bla bla
and , i hate assignments so much ,.and i mean it ,
okay .. and , my family will move on to Gombak soon ,
emmm , what else to say ?
I really hate Joe . i mean , i hate him because he choose someone else,
but I deserve better , rite ? am i right ?
so , may i have all the power to leave you . to make you as my memories ,
even though you were my soulmates ,
and hating you is the most exhausting ..
I have family to work on , i have a really big responsibilities , and i have something to prove ,
so , i choose my life ,
may Allah take care of you yesterday darling ...
and .. talking about bestfriends , I don't know.. we've changed ,
so . may i can cope with what coming next ..
study , study and study ,
I wanna be a doctor , so i really have to heal myself first , then others,
i really have to ...
I want to be a doctor ..
it's a fardhu Kifayah man :)
and I really wish i can build a house for my father to keep gardening . my mother keep smiling.
my sisters and little khael keep swimming , and my havoc maksu can cook , cook and cook ..
I really have to pattern my lifestyle perfectly , I mean , near to perfectly.
Okay , Have a nice day readers . . .
May we got Jannah ..
:")
Monday, October 21
Salam Rindu
By the name of Allah The Most Merciful ,
Alhamdulillah for everything ,
well , dah lama aku tak menulis di sini :)
there are a lot of stories that happen to me . It was so challenging but I manage to handle it carefully , ahah !
okay , let's talk .
selepas semester 1 , I bekerja di 7-Eleven semula di mana tak ramai pekerja dan menyebabkan I terpaksa bekerja over time , bukan sahaja over time but double triple shift , oh God,
tetapi dengan kekuatan yang ada , semasa bulan puasa , berjayalah aku sebagai bekerja yang mempunyai daya tahan yang tinggi Insya Allah , Alhamdulillah ,
walaubagaimanapun , setelah semester 2 bermula , sekali lagi aku menarik diri dari bekerja di 7-Eleven.
subjek-subjek di semester 2 agak mendatangkan kegerunan . Serta berlakulah masalah kewangan . Hahaha.
okay , then , semasa bulan puasa, there is a guy , he is a busker , he became my friend after I approach him twice , and , , blablabla .
he likes me . ahah
and he's missing for a month . . and I .. already thought that he would never see me again ..
and So , I decided to live as usual , as a pure student , no part time job and being very wise in my expenses . hahahaha
and my housemates said ' Makanan pon kau catu , nak bagi makan orang lain ?'
haha .
okay that was very sad actually ,
okay I'm down right now . hahaha
okay , I'm okay ..
suddenly , macam drama depan restoran Barakah , terjumpa sebulan selepas itu .
and , again , he became one of my someone in my life .
he said , he's gonna marry me IF I manage to finish my studies, IF I manage to manage myself in studies ,
handle myself without him and with Allah's will ,
well , I already talk about this matter to my parent , and my father said ' nanti kau dah kerja kau jumpa orang lain '
errr , me ? oh , I was so upset with my father , yalaaa , oh ayah we are in 20th century , this is not Antara Dua DARjat , hahaha , pandai kau cakap mun .
and my mom's responses was not so obvious against my feelings , but she always remind me THAT .
I'm still young , I need to focus on what I'm in , and this is not the right time .
but he can be one of your motivation ,
WELL , my mom's answer really sooth my feelings , and to Allah , I asks anything , :')
well , He's beautiful , He's artistic , He's talented , He's funny , but everyone has their own stories that ,
I don't have any idea on what he's survived , and who is him today , and .. okay .. no idea.
then , aku dapat surat temuduga SPA untuk latihan separa perubatan , ambilan januari , dengan elaun 600+. terus dapat kerja as a medical assistant ,
semua peluang ni , Alhamdulillah, ia akan membantu orang sekeliling aku untuk mendapat kebahagiaan terutama keluarga aku .
Alhamdulillah :)
so , Insya Allah , jika baik , maka , akan menjadi milikku , Insya Allah , jika tidak dapat Allah sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui segala apa-apa yang akan terjadi pada diriku nanti ..
Me and abang Joe , yela memanglah bercinta , but , dia bukan macam budak-budak yang hari-hari call ,
mesej ,
of course lah , dah 30 tahun kan , ada anak , duda pulak tu , hahaha
what sort of people that I met , only Allah knows the reason .,
'rezeki tu datang dari Allah '
so , apa-apa yang semua orang cakap , jangan fikir tugas Allah , yang menentukan jodoh, ajal, maut ,
jalankan fungsi kita sebagai hambaNya
jaga hak-hak Allah dalam segala perbuatan , pemikiran , percakapan ,
'saya tak nak dengan kehadiran saya ,, masa depan awak gelap ' He said .
'saya nak awak jadi orang ' He said .
' belajar pandai-pandai kakak, mama rasa masa depan kakak cerah ' Mama said .
Insya Allah ,
and I always remind myself based on my experience that , we can't rely on people to give us MONEY ,
we have to work for it ,
we have to spend it wisely ,
we have to save ,
we have to give charity ,
and I always remind myself to be realistic eventhough my mind is filling with millions of imagination , beyond expectation ,
and I love my talent , I love myself that can illustrate my feelings with music,poems, dance, draws, and many more,
language ,
but now, I'm dealing with Science, Health Science , Biology , Chemist, so Alhamdulillah , thank you for every single things that combined to be me , ahah !
Agama , membawa kebahagiaan .
Harta , membawa kesenangan yang sementara ,
sebagai anak , sebelum berkahwin , aku harap , segalanya akan stabil walaupun akan selalu ada ujian untuk orang-orang yang beriman seperti ayah dan mama ,
Insya Allah ,
sebagai seorang yang berjiwa seni lagi artistik , aku mahu pasangan ku seperti itu ,
sebagai seorang yang berjiwa cuba mendekat Tuhan , aku mahu pasangan seperti itu ,
sebagai seorang yang berjiwa anak , aku mahu mencipta nama keluarga,
sebagai seorang berjiwa manusia , aku harus menerima segala ketidaksempurna suasana,
sebagai seorang yang bercita-cita tinggi , aku harus bersungguh-sungguh dalam segala perkara,
akan ada yang kita takkan peroleh malah dapat yang lebih baik ,
tapi akan sentiasa ada harapan yang membuat diri ini terus mencuba , sedaya upaya ,
agar segalanya menuju ke jalanNya , dan kepadanya kita berserah ,
mama, ayah , if it was not abang joe , Insya Allah , I will not be married to anyone , hahaha.
okay jahat , Ya Allah forgive me , ,
and hey , Alhamdulillahh , for semester 2,
mid term , I got A's for Medical subject , and that was so encouraging me to achieve better and betterursssan , hahaha
semoga kawan-kawan saya berjaya dunia dan akhirat ,
serta adik-adik ,
and don't forget to pray for muslims, in Mesir, Palestin , Gaza, Afghanistan , and all around the world ,
okay ,
goodbye readers ! :)
Alhamdulillah for everything ,
well , dah lama aku tak menulis di sini :)
there are a lot of stories that happen to me . It was so challenging but I manage to handle it carefully , ahah !
okay , let's talk .
selepas semester 1 , I bekerja di 7-Eleven semula di mana tak ramai pekerja dan menyebabkan I terpaksa bekerja over time , bukan sahaja over time but double triple shift , oh God,
tetapi dengan kekuatan yang ada , semasa bulan puasa , berjayalah aku sebagai bekerja yang mempunyai daya tahan yang tinggi Insya Allah , Alhamdulillah ,
walaubagaimanapun , setelah semester 2 bermula , sekali lagi aku menarik diri dari bekerja di 7-Eleven.
subjek-subjek di semester 2 agak mendatangkan kegerunan . Serta berlakulah masalah kewangan . Hahaha.
okay , then , semasa bulan puasa, there is a guy , he is a busker , he became my friend after I approach him twice , and , , blablabla .
he likes me . ahah
and he's missing for a month . . and I .. already thought that he would never see me again ..
and So , I decided to live as usual , as a pure student , no part time job and being very wise in my expenses . hahahaha
and my housemates said ' Makanan pon kau catu , nak bagi makan orang lain ?'
haha .
okay that was very sad actually ,
okay I'm down right now . hahaha
okay , I'm okay ..
suddenly , macam drama depan restoran Barakah , terjumpa sebulan selepas itu .
and , again , he became one of my someone in my life .
he said , he's gonna marry me IF I manage to finish my studies, IF I manage to manage myself in studies ,
handle myself without him and with Allah's will ,
well , I already talk about this matter to my parent , and my father said ' nanti kau dah kerja kau jumpa orang lain '
errr , me ? oh , I was so upset with my father , yalaaa , oh ayah we are in 20th century , this is not Antara Dua DARjat , hahaha , pandai kau cakap mun .
and my mom's responses was not so obvious against my feelings , but she always remind me THAT .
I'm still young , I need to focus on what I'm in , and this is not the right time .
but he can be one of your motivation ,
WELL , my mom's answer really sooth my feelings , and to Allah , I asks anything , :')
well , He's beautiful , He's artistic , He's talented , He's funny , but everyone has their own stories that ,
I don't have any idea on what he's survived , and who is him today , and .. okay .. no idea.
then , aku dapat surat temuduga SPA untuk latihan separa perubatan , ambilan januari , dengan elaun 600+. terus dapat kerja as a medical assistant ,
semua peluang ni , Alhamdulillah, ia akan membantu orang sekeliling aku untuk mendapat kebahagiaan terutama keluarga aku .
Alhamdulillah :)
so , Insya Allah , jika baik , maka , akan menjadi milikku , Insya Allah , jika tidak dapat Allah sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui segala apa-apa yang akan terjadi pada diriku nanti ..
Me and abang Joe , yela memanglah bercinta , but , dia bukan macam budak-budak yang hari-hari call ,
mesej ,
of course lah , dah 30 tahun kan , ada anak , duda pulak tu , hahaha
what sort of people that I met , only Allah knows the reason .,
'rezeki tu datang dari Allah '
so , apa-apa yang semua orang cakap , jangan fikir tugas Allah , yang menentukan jodoh, ajal, maut ,
jalankan fungsi kita sebagai hambaNya
jaga hak-hak Allah dalam segala perbuatan , pemikiran , percakapan ,
'saya tak nak dengan kehadiran saya ,, masa depan awak gelap ' He said .
'saya nak awak jadi orang ' He said .
' belajar pandai-pandai kakak, mama rasa masa depan kakak cerah ' Mama said .
Insya Allah ,
and I always remind myself based on my experience that , we can't rely on people to give us MONEY ,
we have to work for it ,
we have to spend it wisely ,
we have to save ,
we have to give charity ,
and I always remind myself to be realistic eventhough my mind is filling with millions of imagination , beyond expectation ,
and I love my talent , I love myself that can illustrate my feelings with music,poems, dance, draws, and many more,
language ,
but now, I'm dealing with Science, Health Science , Biology , Chemist, so Alhamdulillah , thank you for every single things that combined to be me , ahah !
Agama , membawa kebahagiaan .
Harta , membawa kesenangan yang sementara ,
sebagai anak , sebelum berkahwin , aku harap , segalanya akan stabil walaupun akan selalu ada ujian untuk orang-orang yang beriman seperti ayah dan mama ,
Insya Allah ,
sebagai seorang yang berjiwa seni lagi artistik , aku mahu pasangan ku seperti itu ,
sebagai seorang yang berjiwa cuba mendekat Tuhan , aku mahu pasangan seperti itu ,
sebagai seorang yang berjiwa anak , aku mahu mencipta nama keluarga,
sebagai seorang berjiwa manusia , aku harus menerima segala ketidaksempurna suasana,
sebagai seorang yang bercita-cita tinggi , aku harus bersungguh-sungguh dalam segala perkara,
akan ada yang kita takkan peroleh malah dapat yang lebih baik ,
tapi akan sentiasa ada harapan yang membuat diri ini terus mencuba , sedaya upaya ,
agar segalanya menuju ke jalanNya , dan kepadanya kita berserah ,
mama, ayah , if it was not abang joe , Insya Allah , I will not be married to anyone , hahaha.
okay jahat , Ya Allah forgive me , ,
and hey , Alhamdulillahh , for semester 2,
mid term , I got A's for Medical subject , and that was so encouraging me to achieve better and betterursssan , hahaha
semoga kawan-kawan saya berjaya dunia dan akhirat ,
serta adik-adik ,
and don't forget to pray for muslims, in Mesir, Palestin , Gaza, Afghanistan , and all around the world ,
okay ,
goodbye readers ! :)
Saturday, June 1
it was 1st June
by the name of Allah Almighty,
hari ini merupakan hari yang agak sedih , because Zana sekeluarga kemalangan dan ayahnya telah meninggal dunia .
salam takziah to zana and her mom ,
Zana is a kind-hearted girl , and , a strong daddy's girl ,
and I hope she will be fine , and move on ,
we all love her so much , and the past is past ;. . .
I miss her , and will meet her soon ,
Reena and Maz of course will be her strength there , ,
stay strong guys , I love you :* take care
hari ini merupakan hari yang agak sedih , because Zana sekeluarga kemalangan dan ayahnya telah meninggal dunia .
salam takziah to zana and her mom ,
Zana is a kind-hearted girl , and , a strong daddy's girl ,
and I hope she will be fine , and move on ,
we all love her so much , and the past is past ;. . .
I miss her , and will meet her soon ,
Reena and Maz of course will be her strength there , ,
stay strong guys , I love you :* take care
Monday, May 20
Be strong
hello readers , :) sudah lama bukan aku meninggalkan blog ini , Ya. mungkin sudah banyak habuk .
Ya . Ya.
Apa khabar semua? semoga semua sihat-sihat.
aku kini sedang menikmati cuti yang diberi oleh Bos aku , jadi duduk di Rawang :)
Jadi , hanya ulang alik ke , Kolej yang berada di Kota Lumpur . Ya.
Ulang alik kerana mempunyai lesen L.
tiada apa-apa yang hendak ku tulis di sini. cuma ingin mendoakan agar adik aku si Masturah mendapat perkara yang terbaik untuk masa depannya :)
Dia ingin menceburi bidang animasi . Multimedia. walaupun keputusan SPMnya kurang membanggakan ,
tetapi masih belum terlambat untuk dia berubah. sudah tiba masanya dia memandang serius terhadap apa yang diinginkan , dan semoga Allah , memudahkan segala urusan adik kesayanganku ini.
Selain itu , aku sedang menghadapi persediaan untuk berperang di FINAL EXAM semester satu di mana, saya ingin mendapat 4 flet dalam semua mata pelajaran , Insya Allah ,
Ya. Ya Allah , please forgive me for everyhting , You Are THE MOST MERCIFUL.
and , btw THIS IS REJAB TIME , so , enhance your ibadah , to chase happiness in here after . :)
Take Care . Assalamualaikum.
Ya . Ya.
Apa khabar semua? semoga semua sihat-sihat.
aku kini sedang menikmati cuti yang diberi oleh Bos aku , jadi duduk di Rawang :)
Jadi , hanya ulang alik ke , Kolej yang berada di Kota Lumpur . Ya.
Ulang alik kerana mempunyai lesen L.
tiada apa-apa yang hendak ku tulis di sini. cuma ingin mendoakan agar adik aku si Masturah mendapat perkara yang terbaik untuk masa depannya :)
Dia ingin menceburi bidang animasi . Multimedia. walaupun keputusan SPMnya kurang membanggakan ,
tetapi masih belum terlambat untuk dia berubah. sudah tiba masanya dia memandang serius terhadap apa yang diinginkan , dan semoga Allah , memudahkan segala urusan adik kesayanganku ini.
Selain itu , aku sedang menghadapi persediaan untuk berperang di FINAL EXAM semester satu di mana, saya ingin mendapat 4 flet dalam semua mata pelajaran , Insya Allah ,
Ya. Ya Allah , please forgive me for everyhting , You Are THE MOST MERCIFUL.
and , btw THIS IS REJAB TIME , so , enhance your ibadah , to chase happiness in here after . :)
Take Care . Assalamualaikum.
Friday, April 5
Saturday, March 2
Hello March
asalamualaikum kepada semua pembaca , di mana jua anda berada Alhamdulillah menjadi ingatan buat kita semua kerana masih bernafas .
tatkala manusia menutur bicara kosong , tatkala senyum dan tawa menjadi gurau senda, tatkala orang lain meraih kegembiraan , dia di sini menyelami dasar lautan yang tiada penghujungnya, mencari makna kehambaan abadi kepada Allah SWT, yang suci lagi murni .
well , hello guys, again, I'm here wrote and wrote,, well , actually , I've been busy lately ,
with my lectures, my part-time job and my daily routine, Alhamdulillah , Allah make me easy by , let me meet those who kind-hearted, generous, and , strict actually , they are , the team of 7-Eleven Kg.Baharu,
abe Nasree, Kak Ira, Pakcik Haji Rajiani, Shahidil, Wan, Abg Epul and Abang Amir ,
okay , lacking of time ,
I miss my family ,
lain kali tulis lagi ,
and so hot Here, Subhanallah , keringlah baju itu nanti , :')
tatkala manusia menutur bicara kosong , tatkala senyum dan tawa menjadi gurau senda, tatkala orang lain meraih kegembiraan , dia di sini menyelami dasar lautan yang tiada penghujungnya, mencari makna kehambaan abadi kepada Allah SWT, yang suci lagi murni .
well , hello guys, again, I'm here wrote and wrote,, well , actually , I've been busy lately ,
with my lectures, my part-time job and my daily routine, Alhamdulillah , Allah make me easy by , let me meet those who kind-hearted, generous, and , strict actually , they are , the team of 7-Eleven Kg.Baharu,
abe Nasree, Kak Ira, Pakcik Haji Rajiani, Shahidil, Wan, Abg Epul and Abang Amir ,
okay , lacking of time ,
I miss my family ,
lain kali tulis lagi ,
and so hot Here, Subhanallah , keringlah baju itu nanti , :')
Saturday, January 12
well , welcome to my new life.
by the name of Allah The Most Merciful .
hye guys, how are you? long time no see , and of course better development my confident to let my dreams comes true , eceh , english terabur . haha , lantaklah , okay , well this is my college , Medical Science College,
hmm actually , I'm taking Diploma in Medical Assistant. and what it is? maybe minority , of my fellows, already knew, what is the M.A , well , M.A , technically , assistant of doctor, We, serve as a doctor but in smaller scope, such as small operation , diagnose patient, give medicine for general sickness but not for specific and chronic sickness such as diabetes, heart attack and cancer and so on..
but , after dreaming and dreaming to be a nurse, suddenly , change my mind to be a M.A , my director,
make me , to dream about being doctor, yes I may , but, after , finish my diploma , and posting , and work what so ever, I have to sit on 4 Pure Sciences subject , well , as you all know, I come from Art Stream ,
and I got D in my Addmaths, so , I have to sit 3 pure sciences plus addmaths , and get at least B ,
well, of course i wanted it to be A's , so , in this case , my spm will be , 11A's , hahaha , okay sudahlah kau berangan . well this is my future plan , but the most important now is, to score well and beyond the excellent in my diploma , :) well , Insyallah , well , everybody want to be the best , and get a better achievement ...
so , this is my dream , and i have to work hard and smart and finished my diploma first , and that is the MOST important to do instead of , helping my family and so on .. .
and forgive me , if I hurt any of you , readers, :D tatata nite
hye guys, how are you? long time no see , and of course better development my confident to let my dreams comes true , eceh , english terabur . haha , lantaklah , okay , well this is my college , Medical Science College,
hmm actually , I'm taking Diploma in Medical Assistant. and what it is? maybe minority , of my fellows, already knew, what is the M.A , well , M.A , technically , assistant of doctor, We, serve as a doctor but in smaller scope, such as small operation , diagnose patient, give medicine for general sickness but not for specific and chronic sickness such as diabetes, heart attack and cancer and so on..
but , after dreaming and dreaming to be a nurse, suddenly , change my mind to be a M.A , my director,
make me , to dream about being doctor, yes I may , but, after , finish my diploma , and posting , and work what so ever, I have to sit on 4 Pure Sciences subject , well , as you all know, I come from Art Stream ,
and I got D in my Addmaths, so , I have to sit 3 pure sciences plus addmaths , and get at least B ,
well, of course i wanted it to be A's , so , in this case , my spm will be , 11A's , hahaha , okay sudahlah kau berangan . well this is my future plan , but the most important now is, to score well and beyond the excellent in my diploma , :) well , Insyallah , well , everybody want to be the best , and get a better achievement ...
so , this is my dream , and i have to work hard and smart and finished my diploma first , and that is the MOST important to do instead of , helping my family and so on .. .
and forgive me , if I hurt any of you , readers, :D tatata nite
Friday, January 4
Alhamdulillah :)
well , by the name of Allah Almighty ,
I am blessed with beautiful mother , unique father , terrible but the best my sisters and brothers,
Happy New Year I guess for all of you . So, do you feel better now? and , I'm going to tell you , i am so fine today . and thank you Allah for giving me an opportunity to be the positive one at this stage of my life.
well , as my bestfriends knew I always in trouble, unsustainable life . . .
well , :) this is me, and , a lot i have learned from the things that happen to my life.
how to forget the sadness , how to make happy instead waiting the happiness to come to my life.
freely write in english even though, there is a lot of grammatical error , i have some bestfriends, close friends that always make me smile , more than they can imagine, and with one like, I feel awesome :) oh ,, appreciated by friends is a gift from Allah , well ,
i never regret for what happen to me , because my friend told me,, Allah Know what the best for us,
and the combination with our effort to change our destiny . . will bring us to happiness , Insyallah .
but the aim of life is , to be happy hereafter, to be a solehah servant and a good person to society especially our family. . MONEY is problem , but WE must overcome it . . Don't think too much until affects your mood. and keep walking in your life with smile and patient. . .
it is my responsible to share much information about the beautiful of Islam :) but , still I am so crazy with music, beauty and so on . yes i am allowed .. but not so obsessed , haha
Pusrawi International College of Medical Science , Medical Assistant Diploma , , ,
and , do not repeat the mistakes, , believe yourself, motivate urself, and be polite everytime..:)
I am blessed with beautiful mother , unique father , terrible but the best my sisters and brothers,
Happy New Year I guess for all of you . So, do you feel better now? and , I'm going to tell you , i am so fine today . and thank you Allah for giving me an opportunity to be the positive one at this stage of my life.
well , as my bestfriends knew I always in trouble, unsustainable life . . .
well , :) this is me, and , a lot i have learned from the things that happen to my life.
how to forget the sadness , how to make happy instead waiting the happiness to come to my life.
freely write in english even though, there is a lot of grammatical error , i have some bestfriends, close friends that always make me smile , more than they can imagine, and with one like, I feel awesome :) oh ,, appreciated by friends is a gift from Allah , well ,
i never regret for what happen to me , because my friend told me,, Allah Know what the best for us,
and the combination with our effort to change our destiny . . will bring us to happiness , Insyallah .
but the aim of life is , to be happy hereafter, to be a solehah servant and a good person to society especially our family. . MONEY is problem , but WE must overcome it . . Don't think too much until affects your mood. and keep walking in your life with smile and patient. . .
it is my responsible to share much information about the beautiful of Islam :) but , still I am so crazy with music, beauty and so on . yes i am allowed .. but not so obsessed , haha
Pusrawi International College of Medical Science , Medical Assistant Diploma , , ,
and , do not repeat the mistakes, , believe yourself, motivate urself, and be polite everytime..:)
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