Discipline

All I need is a higher discipline regarding this. I need a new strategy. Strategy to fight my desire. Fight Allah's enemy. I will fight you till my last breath.

1) Discipline
2) Slap the illusion away
3) Imagine the good
4) Purify thoughts
5) Remember the goods
6) Fight harder
7) Ground harder
8) Pray harder
9) Aim Jannah

'Your love towards God'

This is what you want. This is it.

This is what you want and you prayed for yesterday. No matter what happened, you must remember that you want this. You want this. You choose peace over happiness. Peace is the only thing matter right now.

Let me come to You

Ya Allah, let me come to You without anyone else in the middle. Without anybody. Just you and me. It is time for me now to depend in You and only You,

True Love

True love, ALWAYS means saying you are sorry. When you aren’t sorry for wrongdoing against your partner, then your love isn’t what is guiding you. True love fights for true love. It fights pride, it fights selfishness, it fights the forces that try to destroy it. Saying I’m sorry isn’t wrong. It’s fighting your pride and fighting for love. What greater fight can we have, than the fight for love?

https://goodmenproject.com/featured-content/true-love-is-what-brings-us-to-say-im-sorry/

Do not hope anything from creations.

Never reach creations just to feel special in this temporary world. Reach The Creator for special place in here after.

And be thankful for the pain but cut everything that made you trapped in the same pain.

Allah's desire

“His command, when He wants anything, is only to say to it: Be, so it is.” [36:82]

Morning :)

Saturday's Game Point

My brother and I as usual work our talent with ahah! The cute badminton coach but a very fierce and professional one.

Alhamdulillah for everything Ya Allah. May you ease Mikhael on becoming a strong man. 

Friday's Magical Discussion

Have you ever feel like your dreams gonna come true? Allah is giving hope of fulfilling your other prayer. And you calmly pray and step into it with careful steps. Pray that everything gonna ends well.

Practice Make Perfect

You can do this - said my faith.

To detach. An action that is easier to say than being done. How can one leave deeply conversation routine behind?

The reality is, you are enjoying the thoughts that someone appreciates you. How many times you will go down the same road again?

Push a little. Try not to do anything and try not to act on your impulse. Try to do nothing.

Practice making perfect.

Open your soul's eyes, it was not the creations who made you laugh. It was Him. Allah. Remember that.

Reduceterian - The Meat Trap | Agon | Nas Daily Official

I do not know why do I have some balls to comment about this post lol. But here we go. Watch first.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BR6Uo7IZ4jk

Well, I quite agree on how we should reduce our consumption of meat. However, if it's objective to be a vegetarian. I am sorry my dear. You are against nature.

If you think plants are not living things just because their movement is not significant nor their respiratory process is unseen, you are definitely in a wrong idea.

If you feel pity towards fish who literally breathe in and breathe out you should know that plants too going through such a process. I am a Biology tutor. I knew.

So, your concern towards meat eater is a waste as from nature and scientific views, we are all interdependent. In addition, from the Islamic view, God created animals and plants for Humankind as food and choose good food.

I knew my explanation is not precise but take the concept. You want to feel better to overcome your empathy towards that fishes? Well, that fishes are too eating small fishes in the sea. :0

THE SKILL OF LOOKING BEYOND CREATIONS IS VITAL TO STAY SANE IN AN INSANE WORLD

It was not all of you but Him.
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One to fully detach from wordly love precisely to acknowledge the good feelings that we've experienced are actually by Him and not His creations.
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Perhaps when we lose something, to counter the pain, one may think like this 'Dear God, I miss feeling being wanted, feeling appreciated by this person or this situation or this bondage that you've been lent me for quite some time. I miss feeling special. And I know it was you the sources of all of this pleasures. So, let me not forget that You are behind their warmness, kindness, love and care so that when You happened to take them back, remind me that all of sweet memories is actually from You and You are always there. They are just the tools to make me be thankful. They are not like You. They are temporary. You are eternal. That I won't question why you take them away from me. That I won't grieve. So, when I long for attentions and affections from Your creations, on a rare magical level, one would realised that my soul is actually long for You and only You.'
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Back to zero.
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How to love You? How to impress You without falling into the arrogance trap? How to look beyond your creations? Despite of all the pains and tragedy. What do I do?
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Verily, We shall put you to test with some fear, and hunger, and with some loss of wealth, lives, and offspring. And (O Muhammad) convey good tidings to those who are patient, who say, when inflicted by hardship, "Verily we are of God and verily to Him shall we return;" upon them is the blessings of Allah and His mercy. (2:155)

Tranquility

Alhamdulillah for everything.

I found my long lost inner peace on the day after my second-time break-up.

On the day where I am torn between the love of the world and hereafter.

Pardon me, Ya Allah, for having this disastrous thought. But it is real. I almost abandoned the core part of Islam that is to be realistic and truthful.

May Allah guide everyone to be a good Muslim and to be an even better servant of Allah more than me in the future.
I have failed in my mission and now I need to save myself first and pray the best for both of us.


On the other hand, I am so very lucky for having my long lost friend back :')
One of the best wake-up calls from this very influential soul in my life are:-

TBC.