19th February 2017

Alhamdulillah. I am fine. Even at 12.45 am I decided to erase everything about this one person. Maybe it is hurt to imagine deleting everything that build the new you, the who you are today. Maybe it is because I like the new me so much and want to be better than before. Being someone that adore this one person so much has lead me to become more stronger than before. Especially about getting out from this dajjal system and some strategies to be a good ummah of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w But,
when my mom said, 'if another man propose you, would you accept it?' I immediately say 'no.'
Deep in my heart, I am really scared to be with someone who are not aware or less knowledge about akhirah. I am afraid that the new person cannot accept my  journey that I've been start since June 2014. My Kazama. Yes. :')
When everyone could not understand why I keep saying 'no', I beg Allah to help me, to strength my heart because Allah knows everything that I could not explain to anyone else. Almost everything I kept to myself and to only Him I expressed. It is not that I still have feeling with that one person. I pray  that I get to be with somebody like him or better than him and and want to please Allah . :') The reason I wrote this is to explain roughly why I choose to not let just anyone approaching me.
May Allah help me always.

Alhamdulillah, me and Adda went to BMI and after that proceed with our new project thanks to Allah that we did beli barang at Chow Kit and Danau Kota. We will InsyaAllah start selling drinks in balang next week. May Allah ease everything for us. May that business went very well and can help me pay my debt with Ptptn. Alhamdulillah. Take care..

Majlis Perkahwinan Angah :) #akemfana

11 Februari 2017

Okay. Angah ni bukan adik kedua Muni but a friend yang ada kakak kembar which sama-sama bersekolah dengan Muni di Sekolah Seni Johor Bahru since 2007.
Angah ini orangnya baik hati dan sangat peramah. Dia sangat protective terhadap orang yang dia sayang. Dia juga selalu memberi sokongan pd kawan2 dia dan of course angah juga sensitif orangnya.
Teringat masa 2007, Muni satu dorm dengan angah. Hehe. Muni ni kuat nangis sebab homesick yang teramat sangat. Selalu nangis bila teringat family nun jauh di Kl.
Semua orang dah menunjukkan rasa meluat pd Muni except angah. Hehe. Kadang-kadang angah kasi Muni tidur sebelah angah :)
Tapi, dia kelas 1 Topaz and tengah2 tahun macam tu Muni pindah dorm and tak sama dengan Angah, Uyeen, Amal, Intan, Mimi, Amira Syuhada and Zakira Imana.
and Yeah, Muni masuk satu dorm dengan my Yi Thong, Fifa, Farah Diana, Aida, Siti Khairani, Naza and yeah Nafis Atiqah. Walaupun tak satu dorm, but kami still berhubung each other, kadang2 makan satu meja, maybe sebab Muni duduk sebelah Mimi Has, and kadang2 duduk dengan Uyeen, so diorang ni satu dorm dengan angah, jadinya, selalunya akan makan dengan diorang jugak.
Ada pernah juga Muni gaduh dengan angah sebab benda2 kecil mcm pasal Nabil ke haha.
Kelakarnyelah zaman dulu-dulu. Emmm. Lepastu naik form 2, masa ni mcm officiallylah jadi sebahagian dari group PMBK, (amal,adda,mimi,farah, angah, intan and uyeen) and Uyeen satu dorm dgn Intan, farah and farhana. Disebabkan again, Uyeen ni budak yang duduk sebelah aku dalam kelas -..- setiap kali dinner or lunch kitorang akan makan bersama, ye. BERSAMA. Hahaha.
and masa ni jugaklah aku banyak kenal angah yang penyayang, penyabar and ye sangat selalu pergi show and I proud of her sbb dia mmg sgt talented, lagu2 yang Muni buat pon kadang2 dia dengar and nyanyi. Tak banyak sangat yang Muni ingat time F2. hehe Proceed ke masa Form 3 and Form 4 and aaaaaa malas nak taip sebab banyak gila nak cakap haha.
Okay kita gerak ke tahun 2017,
congrats angah

Selamat Pengantin Baru =) Moga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu :D

Nightmare

After 2 months having not normal menstrual cycle, finally got to see doctor :)

Masa dia scan, she said my rahim is fine :) It is just hormon je tak balance and she suggest Evening Primerose Oil soft gel to balance my hormone.

She said I have to take it daily as supplement. My skin also become fairer she said. :D

Well, kita ikhtiar, Allah yang bagi sembuh. Kita cuba jela. Terima kasih mama and ayah sbb drag me seriously to the clinic. Panic sbb last few days bleeding a lot. 0_0

Alhamdulillah. Now, we know what is the problem.