Sunday, October 15
Saturday, September 30
Tuesday, September 26
Accident
I'm sorry. I could't expose how it happen specifically. It is happen when I was on my way to go to work.
It was terrible. . and I didn't go to work after that day and moreover my convocation day is 4 days after that day. .
It was in Thursday. . 14th September 2017, the day adik2 tahfiz Keramat lost their lives. . Innalillah Wainnailahi Rojiun,, and that petang..
I ride it in high speed because I do not want to be late. . I should have go right road but I were in the left way and a little bit late to go to right.. and I decide to break. ..try to go to the other road. .but I lose control. . and..
BAMMPPP!!! I fell down.. the road is wet and it's raining.. .
Buat seketika, I feels like 'eh, dah nak pergi ke?'
and tak tahu how I can get up strongly and tell the people who stop their car to look for me that I'm okay.
and ride my bike strongly again to Kl Sentral.. and cried. .
why did I cried? Maybe I'm in shocked. . and blame myself for everything.. and that time.. seeking for Allah's forgiveness.. telling the truth to one of my friend that I do not want to fake our friendship and tell her that I need to be honest and do not want to be with her anymore.. I called my bestfriends who live in Kelantan and also Kemensah. . and pour my tears silently with them. . .
My parents didnt know what happens exactly as I do not want them to worry about me. .
and that Sunday . . I have to pick up my Convo's Jubah.. which I still scared to be on the road. .
and asked my several friends to help me . . but nobody can help as they have other plan. .
Finally, I decided to drive slowly and my mother wanted to go with me . . she seems happy. . and Mikhael was following us to. .
I was in pain but Alhamdulillah. . I manage to go there safely..
but until today, kepala lutut still bengkak, and kedua-dua siku luka masih belum baik sepenuhnya..
and I couldnt join any training and kene tarik diri for several tournament and outdoor activities..
However,
the day that I asked my several friends to help me, actually I do not like to be like a burden to anyone else.. and it makes me so afraid to ask for anyone's help. .
and it's okay if they couldn't. .
it is just.. one thing that make me understand something. . it is about one of them.. the one that I wish that we were siblings at first and then proposed him to be more and became a business partner and now trying hard to be a strangers. .
I,
started to realize that, we never wanted to lose each other. .
do you know why?
Because even it is really excruciating to think about his decisions.. I still think that everything is my fault. .
and I said 'I'm sorry' to him even though it is so so extremely heartbreaking. .
He's engaged and getting married. .
but he stills forgive me and even replying to my those silly messages. .
and I understands that.. we're not meant to be. .
even though I'm very confused with what had happened. . He is just not so into me but I am still a person who exists in his life. .
and he is still someone in my past. .
and I decided to let everything.. go
even I just saw him last two weeks 'there' my mystical magical wonderland in Ganu :')
but. . I'm not ready yet to face you Allah. .
And the accident. .
I was not ready to go. .
I have to settle my hutang first..
and then.. I hope, YOU can take me. . I believe in YOU.. You are The Most Merciful. .
The ONE who understands and knew everything. .
and slowly, I'm coming back. . to YOU. .
From Allah we came, to Allah we shall return. .
It was terrible. . and I didn't go to work after that day and moreover my convocation day is 4 days after that day. .
It was in Thursday. . 14th September 2017, the day adik2 tahfiz Keramat lost their lives. . Innalillah Wainnailahi Rojiun,, and that petang..
I ride it in high speed because I do not want to be late. . I should have go right road but I were in the left way and a little bit late to go to right.. and I decide to break. ..try to go to the other road. .but I lose control. . and..
BAMMPPP!!! I fell down.. the road is wet and it's raining.. .
Buat seketika, I feels like 'eh, dah nak pergi ke?'
and tak tahu how I can get up strongly and tell the people who stop their car to look for me that I'm okay.
and ride my bike strongly again to Kl Sentral.. and cried. .
why did I cried? Maybe I'm in shocked. . and blame myself for everything.. and that time.. seeking for Allah's forgiveness.. telling the truth to one of my friend that I do not want to fake our friendship and tell her that I need to be honest and do not want to be with her anymore.. I called my bestfriends who live in Kelantan and also Kemensah. . and pour my tears silently with them. . .
My parents didnt know what happens exactly as I do not want them to worry about me. .
and that Sunday . . I have to pick up my Convo's Jubah.. which I still scared to be on the road. .
and asked my several friends to help me . . but nobody can help as they have other plan. .
Finally, I decided to drive slowly and my mother wanted to go with me . . she seems happy. . and Mikhael was following us to. .
I was in pain but Alhamdulillah. . I manage to go there safely..
but until today, kepala lutut still bengkak, and kedua-dua siku luka masih belum baik sepenuhnya..
and I couldnt join any training and kene tarik diri for several tournament and outdoor activities..
However,
the day that I asked my several friends to help me, actually I do not like to be like a burden to anyone else.. and it makes me so afraid to ask for anyone's help. .
and it's okay if they couldn't. .
it is just.. one thing that make me understand something. . it is about one of them.. the one that I wish that we were siblings at first and then proposed him to be more and became a business partner and now trying hard to be a strangers. .
I,
started to realize that, we never wanted to lose each other. .
do you know why?
Because even it is really excruciating to think about his decisions.. I still think that everything is my fault. .
and I said 'I'm sorry' to him even though it is so so extremely heartbreaking. .
He's engaged and getting married. .
but he stills forgive me and even replying to my those silly messages. .
and I understands that.. we're not meant to be. .
even though I'm very confused with what had happened. . He is just not so into me but I am still a person who exists in his life. .
and he is still someone in my past. .
and I decided to let everything.. go
even I just saw him last two weeks 'there' my mystical magical wonderland in Ganu :')
but. . I'm not ready yet to face you Allah. .
And the accident. .
I was not ready to go. .
I have to settle my hutang first..
and then.. I hope, YOU can take me. . I believe in YOU.. You are The Most Merciful. .
The ONE who understands and knew everything. .
and slowly, I'm coming back. . to YOU. .
From Allah we came, to Allah we shall return. .
You're not always a main character in your every chapter - Miss Hidayah Ismail
Hi readers,
She is a lecturer. One of my lecturer when I was in Picoms. She inspires others. and the best part of knowing her, I'm the second best student in her class. She teach Medical.
17th September 2017
I share again what has been sticking in my mind during the good old days. .
In her class, she said You're not always a main character in your every chapter - Miss Hidayah Ismail.
As maybe lot of you knew that, I quit my studies at Picoms because of my offered to pursue MBBS in Indonesia.. and the last day I was there, she asked to take a picture of me. . it was in February 2014.. She said, I'm going to be a good doctor. . and tell me to keep in touch..
AND
I pursue my foundation before entrance exam at Goon International College. .
During that time, Miss Hidayah.. pernah call.. asking me how am I doing. .
and before everything turn down, it was fine and happy time for me..
Unfortunately,
that year . . something bad happen and I couldnt be one of med students. .
which I choose to settle and go to 'pondok' and all I want that time is to be closer with Allah Almighty. . but my mother insist me to take at least a diploma. . so.. yeah.. I got offer after applying to one of small college in Pantai Cahaya Bulan, Kota Bharu, Kelantan. . . and it was on my birthday. .
30th June 2014. .
AND
I think she missed called me in August,, but I couldnt call her back..
because I'm afraid she'll get upset..
'malu' and I never call her back. . and changed to my celcom number..
BUT
4 years later :')
17th September, I share one of things that she said.. oh yeah.. like I said earlier..
and today..
26th September 2017..
She accepting my friend request . . which made me cry. . and I don't remember when I send her my friend request.. I really don't..
but it was my bittersweet moment..
and maybe it is time to catch up :')
Ya Allah please give me strength . . to forgive myself. .
She is a lecturer. One of my lecturer when I was in Picoms. She inspires others. and the best part of knowing her, I'm the second best student in her class. She teach Medical.
17th September 2017
I share again what has been sticking in my mind during the good old days. .
In her class, she said You're not always a main character in your every chapter - Miss Hidayah Ismail.
As maybe lot of you knew that, I quit my studies at Picoms because of my offered to pursue MBBS in Indonesia.. and the last day I was there, she asked to take a picture of me. . it was in February 2014.. She said, I'm going to be a good doctor. . and tell me to keep in touch..
AND
I pursue my foundation before entrance exam at Goon International College. .
During that time, Miss Hidayah.. pernah call.. asking me how am I doing. .
and before everything turn down, it was fine and happy time for me..
Unfortunately,
that year . . something bad happen and I couldnt be one of med students. .
which I choose to settle and go to 'pondok' and all I want that time is to be closer with Allah Almighty. . but my mother insist me to take at least a diploma. . so.. yeah.. I got offer after applying to one of small college in Pantai Cahaya Bulan, Kota Bharu, Kelantan. . . and it was on my birthday. .
30th June 2014. .
AND
I think she missed called me in August,, but I couldnt call her back..
because I'm afraid she'll get upset..
'malu' and I never call her back. . and changed to my celcom number..
BUT
4 years later :')
17th September, I share one of things that she said.. oh yeah.. like I said earlier..
and today..
26th September 2017..
She accepting my friend request . . which made me cry. . and I don't remember when I send her my friend request.. I really don't..
but it was my bittersweet moment..
and maybe it is time to catch up :')
Ya Allah please give me strength . . to forgive myself. .
Tuesday, September 5
Final Exam :)
Alhamdulillah. Dah semester tiga dan InsyaAllah masuk semester 4 pula bulan depan :)
Dah setahun saya di sini. Tahniah and be strong Muni :)
Dah setahun saya di sini. Tahniah and be strong Muni :)
2nd September 2017
Assalammualaikum semua :)
Hari ni, 5hb September, Muni baru sampai di KL.
Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Kak Maya dan juga pasangannya Aqid.
I'll be back to write a very sweet and long story for you guys very soon. Gtg for my revision :)
Hari ni, 5hb September, Muni baru sampai di KL.
Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Kak Maya dan juga pasangannya Aqid.
I'll be back to write a very sweet and long story for you guys very soon. Gtg for my revision :)
Tuesday, August 1
Saturday, July 22
Thursday, July 20
Wednesday, July 19
A dream and my friend
Well, being a terror of skies is just the ticket for my friend. I'm glad to hear that he would like to go back to things that he wanted the most. It inspires me.
Our stories are a little bit different from everyone else but we can still pretend that we are on this so called 'right track' or 'norm' or 'systems'. I mean we survived as an undergraduate folks.
For me, I've given up on being an ob/gyn people but sometimes I asked myself
'do I still figure in my old life?'
I guess. I am not. for now. My passion for finance are developing and although I am good but not so excellence with numbers, Allah grants me a really unexpected half-genius brain to work on Maths and yeah .. I absolutely can and able to pick up, understands and bla bla bla..
However, when my friend said 'benda yang aq nak sangat' .. things that we speak of yesterday..
I reflect on it. The courage that he had to say it once again about his dream that seems very difficult for us to accomplish in our circumstances now makes me think.. 'ok, what do I really want now?'
My friend had decided and I.. I should give it some thought isn't?
Spiritually speaking, I only want to go back to Allah with a clean heart and my debts are settled. But our Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h .. his legacy,, it must be continued.. I must be one of somebody who can serve well to this.. to Allah and His messenger.. sometimes when I in a very difficult situation.. the goals are incomprehensible but I pray that wherever I go, I am blessed with His guidance and love and forgiveness.
Hard to explain but I must have faith in this.
So, back to my friend's dream. May Allah ease everything for you. I understand how hard we have to strive with all the abnormal life journey after SPM but in the eye of Allah we are never a failure if we constantly depend and have faith in Him. No matter how broken we are, we are still never too broken to recover. Congratulations mates. You're recovering!
Sincerely,
ur new friend.. Murni lalala~
Our stories are a little bit different from everyone else but we can still pretend that we are on this so called 'right track' or 'norm' or 'systems'. I mean we survived as an undergraduate folks.
For me, I've given up on being an ob/gyn people but sometimes I asked myself
'do I still figure in my old life?'
I guess. I am not. for now. My passion for finance are developing and although I am good but not so excellence with numbers, Allah grants me a really unexpected half-genius brain to work on Maths and yeah .. I absolutely can and able to pick up, understands and bla bla bla..
However, when my friend said 'benda yang aq nak sangat' .. things that we speak of yesterday..
I reflect on it. The courage that he had to say it once again about his dream that seems very difficult for us to accomplish in our circumstances now makes me think.. 'ok, what do I really want now?'
My friend had decided and I.. I should give it some thought isn't?
Spiritually speaking, I only want to go back to Allah with a clean heart and my debts are settled. But our Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h .. his legacy,, it must be continued.. I must be one of somebody who can serve well to this.. to Allah and His messenger.. sometimes when I in a very difficult situation.. the goals are incomprehensible but I pray that wherever I go, I am blessed with His guidance and love and forgiveness.
Hard to explain but I must have faith in this.
So, back to my friend's dream. May Allah ease everything for you. I understand how hard we have to strive with all the abnormal life journey after SPM but in the eye of Allah we are never a failure if we constantly depend and have faith in Him. No matter how broken we are, we are still never too broken to recover. Congratulations mates. You're recovering!
Sincerely,
ur new friend.. Murni lalala~
Monday, July 17
My 1st day, third semester at Ubeast uhuhu
Okay. I only take two subjects this semester and that are Business Mathematics and Business Statistics.
I got Sir Isahak as my BM's lecturer and Madam Isnenah as my BS's lecturer.
They both are amazing and thank Allah for having them as my lecturer this sem!
Abdul the intelligent boy already settle his loan and his Mara while me and Adda have to wait a little bit longer. Maybe because of my late admission but I pray that Allah still allow me to have Mara for my degree ^_^
In bm class uhh.. I thought my maths skills already gone bad.. But when we learn first chapter that is matrix or matrices..
I can catch up easily than I thought because maths is very tactical and always be my number one the most killing subjects in my life!!!!!!
But Alhamdulillah again for allow me to quickly understand what was my lecturer taught of..
I am blessed! May Allah ease and forgive me for everything <3 p="">
I got Sir Isahak as my BM's lecturer and Madam Isnenah as my BS's lecturer.
They both are amazing and thank Allah for having them as my lecturer this sem!
Abdul the intelligent boy already settle his loan and his Mara while me and Adda have to wait a little bit longer. Maybe because of my late admission but I pray that Allah still allow me to have Mara for my degree ^_^
In bm class uhh.. I thought my maths skills already gone bad.. But when we learn first chapter that is matrix or matrices..
I can catch up easily than I thought because maths is very tactical and always be my number one the most killing subjects in my life!!!!!!
But Alhamdulillah again for allow me to quickly understand what was my lecturer taught of..
I am blessed! May Allah ease and forgive me for everything <3 p="">
Thursday, July 13
Klia yeah
Well, sejak 5 Julai haritu dah biasakan diri ulang alik naik tren as saya bekerja as Cleaning Operative kat Satellite. Satellite means terminal khas for people who travel to overseas.
Mula2 mesti dan mesti dapatkan daily pass sebab bukan semua org boleh berada dalam satelit tu.
Ada Pegawai Imigresen akan check kitorang dan ye macam ala2 nak naik kapal terbangla. Then, kitorang akan naik aerotrain utk ke satellite or terminal C if I were not mistakenla.
Okay, hari pertama Muni bekerja adalah sebagai 'Public Area' di mana I got to clear semua tong sampah and lounge kat situ. Aunty N. I am so lucky sbb Aunty N ajar buat tugas tu. Dia dahlah rajin and pembersih yg amat. Huhu.
My second day adalah hari yg agak penat coz I got to clean the HOTSPOTs toilet ALONE. Haha. Nasib baik Supervisor tu baik hati and ajar molek2. Time wash down paling best sbb boleh main air bhahaha. Jaga toilet pon best sbb youll have to stay there only and make sure selepas toilet tu digunakan oleh anyone, it is clean as .... Sambung ayat..
My third day also the toilet and kali ni with Amira and my forth day dengan Kak Sal for the Public Area..
The best moments sepanjang bekerja kat sini adalah.. having opportunities to speak to org2 yg sesat jln especially those who are come from overseas.. haha terasa seperti di luar negara yawwww.
And yeah next week dah start Semester 3. And I did fell a little bit sedih coz this time I am still not on the deanlist..
InsyaAllah I will do it better this semester. May Allah ease.
Munirah Musa :) I know you can do it just please do not be malas and last minute okay? Take a very good care of urself.
Mula2 mesti dan mesti dapatkan daily pass sebab bukan semua org boleh berada dalam satelit tu.
Ada Pegawai Imigresen akan check kitorang dan ye macam ala2 nak naik kapal terbangla. Then, kitorang akan naik aerotrain utk ke satellite or terminal C if I were not mistakenla.
Okay, hari pertama Muni bekerja adalah sebagai 'Public Area' di mana I got to clear semua tong sampah and lounge kat situ. Aunty N. I am so lucky sbb Aunty N ajar buat tugas tu. Dia dahlah rajin and pembersih yg amat. Huhu.
My second day adalah hari yg agak penat coz I got to clean the HOTSPOTs toilet ALONE. Haha. Nasib baik Supervisor tu baik hati and ajar molek2. Time wash down paling best sbb boleh main air bhahaha. Jaga toilet pon best sbb youll have to stay there only and make sure selepas toilet tu digunakan oleh anyone, it is clean as .... Sambung ayat..
My third day also the toilet and kali ni with Amira and my forth day dengan Kak Sal for the Public Area..
The best moments sepanjang bekerja kat sini adalah.. having opportunities to speak to org2 yg sesat jln especially those who are come from overseas.. haha terasa seperti di luar negara yawwww.
And yeah next week dah start Semester 3. And I did fell a little bit sedih coz this time I am still not on the deanlist..
InsyaAllah I will do it better this semester. May Allah ease.
Munirah Musa :) I know you can do it just please do not be malas and last minute okay? Take a very good care of urself.
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Harapan
I hope my name belum famous mcm blogger lain kerana sy ingin kebebasan dalam mengekspresikan whatever inside my head at the moment.
Okay?
Do not share my post.
Okay?
Do not share my post.
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Saturday, July 1
What kind of person are you quiz uhuh
Haha okay. This is the results.
Sporty?
Pretty accurate haha
Buzz feed says
I am chaotic good. Haha.
well, sometimes..
You are
a Giver
The entrepreneur?
Okay haha.. now nak bawak adik2 ke Tawakkal visiting ayah..
Sporty?
You love sports, exercise and friends. Social interaction is your strong-suit. You like to party and have a good time. You really like team sports and are often very competitive. You do well in school sometimes and sometimes you just don't care about school. You can be mysterious, sometimes you love life and are happy with yourself other days you wish you were someone else. You can be rude sometimes and may not realize it and kind of use people sometimes. But when your with you friends you almost always have a good time.
Pretty accurate haha
Buzz feed says
I am chaotic good. Haha.
You got: Chaotic GoodA giver?
Everything you do is for the greater good, but you feel like needless bureaucracy often gets in the way. You’re trying to make the world a better place, but you really need to do it your own way. Notable peers: Daryl Dixon from The Walking Dead, Ron Swanson from Parks and Rec, Captain Malcolm Reynolds from Firefly, Hagrid from Harry Potter, and Jimmy McNulty from The Wire.
well, sometimes..
You are
a Giver
You're the kind of person people say would give the shirt off their back to someone in need. You have a nurturing, kind energy that causes you to worry and fuss over others' wellbeing, but you sometimes forget that you can't pour from an empty cup, so to speak, and find yourself worn out because you've forgotten to tend to your own needs.
The entrepreneur?
You are The Entrepreneur! You are smart, energetic, perceptive, and intelligent. You are a hard worker, and you enjoy taking risks. You enjoy drama, but you often maintain a good sense of humor if your plans don't turn out the way you want them to. However, you can be quite emotional because you are so passionate about certain things.
Okay haha.. now nak bawak adik2 ke Tawakkal visiting ayah..
My Dreamy Guy
Okay, this is a very silly special post . . .
According to my beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w, I should prioritize those who are good in religion.
I will stick with that and here is my definition of 'a guy who is good in religion'
- willing to learn and love Prophet Muhammad s.a.w
- familiar with Sri Petaling is a bonuses ( haha if not then it's okay)
- loves to repent
- taking care of his 5 and his parents
- can always forgive me hahahahahahahaha ok
Considering my academic background, i need a guy who is more intelligent than me, please please please i need a father who can teach my kids maths, physics, chemist, English as I'm better at the others subjects haha...
Talents. I can play musics and if there is a guy who can speak musics. . we could get along.. or Somebody that had something to do with arts coz I am a person who appreciate arts to the core. .
Strong. Not necessarily a soldier or navy (tokwan) or police (tokabah) but I need a guy who is physically strong to lift me up hahaha jk..
Just be strong babe..
Sports. Trust me. I enjoy sports. . . especially badminton, netball, hiking, swimming, riding horse and kayaking.. cycling, jog, and yeahh any sports. .
and because I really love the idea of being a Kelate's Rakyat or Ganu's People.. I wish I could be part of them too one day.. if I cannot then it's okay.. :)
I had found one person who got all this things but haha. . .
Our path didn't cross the way that I want and yeahh It's okay / / /
Ps: This is an effort to support my mother's wish to have a menantu and cucu in 2020 okayyyy.. May Allah ease
According to my beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w, I should prioritize those who are good in religion.
I will stick with that and here is my definition of 'a guy who is good in religion'
- willing to learn and love Prophet Muhammad s.a.w
- familiar with Sri Petaling is a bonuses ( haha if not then it's okay)
- loves to repent
- taking care of his 5 and his parents
- can always forgive me hahahahahahahaha ok
Considering my academic background, i need a guy who is more intelligent than me, please please please i need a father who can teach my kids maths, physics, chemist, English as I'm better at the others subjects haha...
Talents. I can play musics and if there is a guy who can speak musics. . we could get along.. or Somebody that had something to do with arts coz I am a person who appreciate arts to the core. .
Strong. Not necessarily a soldier or navy (tokwan) or police (tokabah) but I need a guy who is physically strong to lift me up hahaha jk..
Just be strong babe..
Sports. Trust me. I enjoy sports. . . especially badminton, netball, hiking, swimming, riding horse and kayaking.. cycling, jog, and yeahh any sports. .
and because I really love the idea of being a Kelate's Rakyat or Ganu's People.. I wish I could be part of them too one day.. if I cannot then it's okay.. :)
I had found one person who got all this things but haha. . .
Our path didn't cross the way that I want and yeahh It's okay / / /
Ps: This is an effort to support my mother's wish to have a menantu and cucu in 2020 okayyyy.. May Allah ease
Klia
I'll be there soon. Cari Makan.
Please don't relate me with you.
Everything is coincidences.
Right?
I just happen to fall in love with the idea of being there with you long time ago but now I know that I had to move on.
Don't worry brotha, I'll replace you very soon! :)
Please don't relate me with you.
Everything is coincidences.
Right?
I just happen to fall in love with the idea of being there with you long time ago but now I know that I had to move on.
Don't worry brotha, I'll replace you very soon! :)
I wish I could stop thinking about meds!
Oh my, seeing medical report by clinic reminds me of my capability to diagnoses and read all the medical terms huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I miss it so much and aaah no turning back :'/
Happy Birthday Nanad 23rd nd 23rd June!
Well, break-fasting and pre-celebration for our besties here :) May Allah bless you :)
My second best teamwork ever Haha
Introducing my mates Adda and Abdul.
We got A's for our Human Resources Management Issues Assignment Yahoo!
Thank you guys :)
p/s: This post should be in May but
tbc
We got A's for our Human Resources Management Issues Assignment Yahoo!
Thank you guys :)
p/s: This post should be in May but
tbc
Sanah Helwah Mama
Mama :) Selamat Hari Jadi and even though mama sambut birthday dengan ayah kat hospital .. I hope that you both enjoyed it :p
Ayah.
He has been admitted to hospital because of his diabetes disease :(
Semoga ayah cepat sembuh.
Ayah.
He has been admitted to hospital because of his diabetes disease :(
Semoga ayah cepat sembuh.
Sunday, May 21
Saturday, May 20
Perjalanan ke Kuang
Salam and hai. Hari ni terlebih rajin sikit sbb kemas dapur dan jemur baju. I don't know where i got this spirit to wake up and make this morning a little bit productive.
Today, i can't make it to Darussalam as I decided to follow Dr.Azu on her visit to Perkampungan Orang Asli, Ulu Kuang.
Taking KTM from Putra. Parking motor kat situ and suddenly I saw a makcik wearing tudung pink sat on one of ktm's bench waiting for somebody i guess. Sempat aq senyum kat dia before beli coin ke Kuang.
Then, while waiting for the train to come. Suddenly, the makcik.. sat beside me and yeah.. We became friends. :)
Today, i can't make it to Darussalam as I decided to follow Dr.Azu on her visit to Perkampungan Orang Asli, Ulu Kuang.
Taking KTM from Putra. Parking motor kat situ and suddenly I saw a makcik wearing tudung pink sat on one of ktm's bench waiting for somebody i guess. Sempat aq senyum kat dia before beli coin ke Kuang.
Then, while waiting for the train to come. Suddenly, the makcik.. sat beside me and yeah.. We became friends. :)
Thursday, May 18
Saturday, May 6
Remember
Whatever it is that is bothering you now: Never be upset that it didn’t work out. Be glad that you learned something to make you better for the next time.
Prophet (salallahu alayhi wa sallam) said: Know that if the nation were to gather together to benefit you with anything, they would not benefit you except with what Allah had already prescribed for you. And if they were to gather together to harm you with anything, they would not harm you except with what Allah had already prescribed against you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried.” (Tirmidhi)
by mywonderswhy
For many months, your name was mentioned in my prayers…
You were in my sight but not in my grasp…
I finally reached you, barely touching you for a second…
And before I knew it, you were gone…
You were gone, as quickly as you came…
And now all I can do is pray for you…
You were in my sight but not in my grasp…
I finally reached you, barely touching you for a second…
And before I knew it, you were gone…
You were gone, as quickly as you came…
And now all I can do is pray for you…
I won’t pray for our paths to cross.
I will pray that you find happiness and peace, wherever you go…
And I’ll pray that you remain steadfast, until the angels greet you at the gate…
I will pray that you find happiness and peace, wherever you go…
And I’ll pray that you remain steadfast, until the angels greet you at the gate…
And I will pray, that I may see you there.
Only He knows if I will want to talk to you again…
I might just catch a glance of you from afar, and smile at your happiness, before I return to my own…
I might just catch a glance of you from afar, and smile at your happiness, before I return to my own…
Fee amaanillaah.
Thursday, May 4
Milo and Khael
I was lucky today because I got no class huu. and yesterday evening.. I picked up my little brother from his school .. so.. I wanna share with you about what happen between me and khael yesterday..For your information.. His favorite drink is Iced Milo.. emm yeah.. I always membebel because if he take it everyday he will grow fat fat fat fat fat.... but yeah.. I lost today..
Khael: Kakak, can I buy Milo?
Me: I have no money right now.. do you have it?
Khael: Yeah.. I have SERINGGIT TUJUH PULUH SEN.
Me: Okay. How much Milo per one?
Khael: emm. SERINGGIT ENAM PULUH SEN.
Me: Okay. Let's go.
So, we went to the shop located in front of Mikhael's school but he doesn't want to buy at that kedai ==`
Khael: Alaa .. why you stop here?
Me: Why?
Khael: The price of Milo here is a little bit expensive. SERINGGIT LAPAN PULUH SEN.
Me: Haha. Wow. Price Comparison?? Haha. Bravo bro. Bravo.
Me: So, where we have to go now?
Khael: Emm. Kedai Cina near to Masjid Besar.
and we went there. His face was so happy and I ==' But I saw he pick a smaller Milo than the usual one.. and I asked him.
Me: How rmuch that one?
Khael: SERINGGIT DUA PULUH SEN. The big Milo was finished so I have no choice and buy this instead..
Me: Haha.. Okay then. ..let's go..
The end. He is very cute. Please be the soleh and sincere people okay.
Khael: Kakak, can I buy Milo?
Me: I have no money right now.. do you have it?
Khael: Yeah.. I have SERINGGIT TUJUH PULUH SEN.
Me: Okay. How much Milo per one?
Khael: emm. SERINGGIT ENAM PULUH SEN.
Me: Okay. Let's go.
So, we went to the shop located in front of Mikhael's school but he doesn't want to buy at that kedai ==`
Khael: Alaa .. why you stop here?
Me: Why?
Khael: The price of Milo here is a little bit expensive. SERINGGIT LAPAN PULUH SEN.
Me: Haha. Wow. Price Comparison?? Haha. Bravo bro. Bravo.
Me: So, where we have to go now?
Khael: Emm. Kedai Cina near to Masjid Besar.
and we went there. His face was so happy and I ==' But I saw he pick a smaller Milo than the usual one.. and I asked him.
Me: How rmuch that one?
Khael: SERINGGIT DUA PULUH SEN. The big Milo was finished so I have no choice and buy this instead..
Me: Haha.. Okay then. ..let's go..
The end. He is very cute. Please be the soleh and sincere people okay.
Ignore one another's short comings
A man married a beautiful girl. He loved her very much. One day she developed a skin disease. Slowly she started to lose her beauty. It so happened that one day her husband left for a tour. While returning he met with an accident and lost his eyesight. However, their married life continued as usual. But as days passed she lost her beauty gradually. Blind husband did not know this and there was not any difference in their married life. He continued to love her and she also loved him very much.
One day she died. Her death brought great sorrow to her husband.
He finished all her last rites and announced that he wanted to leave that town.
A man from behind called and said, “Now, how will you be able to walk all alone? All these days your wife used to help you.”
He replied, “I am not blind. I was acting because if she knew l could see her ugliness, it would have pained her more than her disease. So I pretended to be blind. She was a very good wife. I only wanted to keep her happy.”
Sometimes it is good for us to act blind and ignore one another’s short comings, in order to be happy.
One day she died. Her death brought great sorrow to her husband.
He finished all her last rites and announced that he wanted to leave that town.
A man from behind called and said, “Now, how will you be able to walk all alone? All these days your wife used to help you.”
He replied, “I am not blind. I was acting because if she knew l could see her ugliness, it would have pained her more than her disease. So I pretended to be blind. She was a very good wife. I only wanted to keep her happy.”
Sometimes it is good for us to act blind and ignore one another’s short comings, in order to be happy.
do you?
"Sometimes when we get so much pain in life, we go quiet. And everyone thinks you are just a introvert but really, you are just so damaged."
Mistakes
They said if we make one mistake .. we need to apologize...
But,it is not easy for people to forgive us.
and I wonder, is there any sympathy left for me.. or I really does not deserve their forgiveness..
or why they act as such.. I still have no answers and I could not understand this now...
However, I hope that they can forgive me.
and hopefully I can get through this with a smile.
and may Allah grant them happiness more than they deserve
May Allah forgive me ...
Tuesday, May 2
Sometimes once is enough
Salam and Hai :) I wanna praise and thank you Allah for everything that happen yesterday :)
As we all know, there is no one could bring us a true happiness except Allah.
and... I know I can never get the true happiness except if I did well in this life then I will be one of Allah's servants who will get to be happy in hereafter. Yes. The true happiness is for those who had a pure heart and get to enter the Jannah or Paradise.
However, I felt a little bit happy yesterday. The feeling is like,.. you have found your favorite special edition cake but a little bit different from the one you have been eating all the while.. yes.. a special edition cake.. thank you Allah for making this possible and I know I can never thank you enough..
'Ya Allah. If i am to fall in love, let me touch the heart of someone whose heart is attached to you'
:)
As we all know, there is no one could bring us a true happiness except Allah.
and... I know I can never get the true happiness except if I did well in this life then I will be one of Allah's servants who will get to be happy in hereafter. Yes. The true happiness is for those who had a pure heart and get to enter the Jannah or Paradise.
However, I felt a little bit happy yesterday. The feeling is like,.. you have found your favorite special edition cake but a little bit different from the one you have been eating all the while.. yes.. a special edition cake.. thank you Allah for making this possible and I know I can never thank you enough..
'Ya Allah. If i am to fall in love, let me touch the heart of someone whose heart is attached to you'
:)
Monday, May 1
May! It is May and Syaaban everyone!
Salam and Hi to the people who willing to read my post haha.
Ok bai. haha.
Ok bai. haha.
Friday, April 21
Let's catch up hehe
Assalammualaikum and Hi everyone :)
22nd February
Wishing Hanira, Amzar and Zil for their birthday. Somewhere in February, I wished Mai Mokhtar too. Fitness and workout at Titiwangsa and yeah changing friends. Get to niaga at level 16, the entrepenuer cafe, register at Uitm Shah Alam for Diploma in Accounting. Stop the Arabic class heheh. Got new friend! Kak Wawa, the business minded. Collaborating with Edy to design a sticker for my new brand homemade producttttt m.e.g.empire ! yoohoo. Experience selling drinks alone at KL Gateway Mall and helped by jiran sebelah Mango stall. Minyak takde and helped by my Kazama family. OK. Japgi sambung haha. Got things to do. Join dropship Owgoat huyehh.
March
Hiking Bukit Tabur dgn member Exsortic UniKL BIS
Jalan2 kat Kemaman dgn family :)
Puteri Zaharatulnur Fatehah dah kahwin!! Auww.. Amal pon :) Angah Pon :)
Birthday Uyeen, Ira and sape lagi haha tak ingat!
April
-Bukit Saga, Gua Batu Maloi
- Sempat ke Klia :D
- Haha too lazy to write
22nd February
Wishing Hanira, Amzar and Zil for their birthday. Somewhere in February, I wished Mai Mokhtar too. Fitness and workout at Titiwangsa and yeah changing friends. Get to niaga at level 16, the entrepenuer cafe, register at Uitm Shah Alam for Diploma in Accounting. Stop the Arabic class heheh. Got new friend! Kak Wawa, the business minded. Collaborating with Edy to design a sticker for my new brand homemade producttttt m.e.g.empire ! yoohoo. Experience selling drinks alone at KL Gateway Mall and helped by jiran sebelah Mango stall. Minyak takde and helped by my Kazama family. OK. Japgi sambung haha. Got things to do. Join dropship Owgoat huyehh.
March
Hiking Bukit Tabur dgn member Exsortic UniKL BIS
Jalan2 kat Kemaman dgn family :)
Puteri Zaharatulnur Fatehah dah kahwin!! Auww.. Amal pon :) Angah Pon :)
Birthday Uyeen, Ira and sape lagi haha tak ingat!
April
-Bukit Saga, Gua Batu Maloi
- Sempat ke Klia :D
- Haha too lazy to write
Sunday, February 19
19th February 2017
Alhamdulillah. I am fine. Even at 12.45 am I decided to erase everything about this one person. Maybe it is hurt to imagine deleting everything that build the new you, the who you are today. Maybe it is because I like the new me so much and want to be better than before. Being someone that adore this one person so much has lead me to become more stronger than before. Especially about getting out from this dajjal system and some strategies to be a good ummah of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w But,
when my mom said, 'if another man propose you, would you accept it?' I immediately say 'no.'
Deep in my heart, I am really scared to be with someone who are not aware or less knowledge about akhirah. I am afraid that the new person cannot accept my journey that I've been start since June 2014. My Kazama. Yes. :')
When everyone could not understand why I keep saying 'no', I beg Allah to help me, to strength my heart because Allah knows everything that I could not explain to anyone else. Almost everything I kept to myself and to only Him I expressed. It is not that I still have feeling with that one person. I pray that I get to be with somebody like him or better than him and and want to please Allah . :') The reason I wrote this is to explain roughly why I choose to not let just anyone approaching me.
May Allah help me always.
Alhamdulillah, me and Adda went to BMI and after that proceed with our new project thanks to Allah that we did beli barang at Chow Kit and Danau Kota. We will InsyaAllah start selling drinks in balang next week. May Allah ease everything for us. May that business went very well and can help me pay my debt with Ptptn. Alhamdulillah. Take care..
when my mom said, 'if another man propose you, would you accept it?' I immediately say 'no.'
Deep in my heart, I am really scared to be with someone who are not aware or less knowledge about akhirah. I am afraid that the new person cannot accept my journey that I've been start since June 2014. My Kazama. Yes. :')
When everyone could not understand why I keep saying 'no', I beg Allah to help me, to strength my heart because Allah knows everything that I could not explain to anyone else. Almost everything I kept to myself and to only Him I expressed. It is not that I still have feeling with that one person. I pray that I get to be with somebody like him or better than him and and want to please Allah . :') The reason I wrote this is to explain roughly why I choose to not let just anyone approaching me.
May Allah help me always.
Alhamdulillah, me and Adda went to BMI and after that proceed with our new project thanks to Allah that we did beli barang at Chow Kit and Danau Kota. We will InsyaAllah start selling drinks in balang next week. May Allah ease everything for us. May that business went very well and can help me pay my debt with Ptptn. Alhamdulillah. Take care..
Tuesday, February 14
Majlis Perkahwinan Angah :) #akemfana
11 Februari 2017
Okay. Angah ni bukan adik kedua Muni but a friend yang ada kakak kembar which sama-sama bersekolah dengan Muni di Sekolah Seni Johor Bahru since 2007.
Angah ini orangnya baik hati dan sangat peramah. Dia sangat protective terhadap orang yang dia sayang. Dia juga selalu memberi sokongan pd kawan2 dia dan of course angah juga sensitif orangnya.
Teringat masa 2007, Muni satu dorm dengan angah. Hehe. Muni ni kuat nangis sebab homesick yang teramat sangat. Selalu nangis bila teringat family nun jauh di Kl.
Semua orang dah menunjukkan rasa meluat pd Muni except angah. Hehe. Kadang-kadang angah kasi Muni tidur sebelah angah :)
Tapi, dia kelas 1 Topaz and tengah2 tahun macam tu Muni pindah dorm and tak sama dengan Angah, Uyeen, Amal, Intan, Mimi, Amira Syuhada and Zakira Imana.
and Yeah, Muni masuk satu dorm dengan my Yi Thong, Fifa, Farah Diana, Aida, Siti Khairani, Naza and yeah Nafis Atiqah. Walaupun tak satu dorm, but kami still berhubung each other, kadang2 makan satu meja, maybe sebab Muni duduk sebelah Mimi Has, and kadang2 duduk dengan Uyeen, so diorang ni satu dorm dengan angah, jadinya, selalunya akan makan dengan diorang jugak.
Ada pernah juga Muni gaduh dengan angah sebab benda2 kecil mcm pasal Nabil ke haha.
Kelakarnyelah zaman dulu-dulu. Emmm. Lepastu naik form 2, masa ni mcm officiallylah jadi sebahagian dari group PMBK, (amal,adda,mimi,farah, angah, intan and uyeen) and Uyeen satu dorm dgn Intan, farah and farhana. Disebabkan again, Uyeen ni budak yang duduk sebelah aku dalam kelas -..- setiap kali dinner or lunch kitorang akan makan bersama, ye. BERSAMA. Hahaha.
and masa ni jugaklah aku banyak kenal angah yang penyayang, penyabar and ye sangat selalu pergi show and I proud of her sbb dia mmg sgt talented, lagu2 yang Muni buat pon kadang2 dia dengar and nyanyi. Tak banyak sangat yang Muni ingat time F2. hehe Proceed ke masa Form 3 and Form 4 and aaaaaa malas nak taip sebab banyak gila nak cakap haha.
Okay kita gerak ke tahun 2017,
congrats angah
Selamat Pengantin Baru =) Moga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu :D
Okay. Angah ni bukan adik kedua Muni but a friend yang ada kakak kembar which sama-sama bersekolah dengan Muni di Sekolah Seni Johor Bahru since 2007.
Angah ini orangnya baik hati dan sangat peramah. Dia sangat protective terhadap orang yang dia sayang. Dia juga selalu memberi sokongan pd kawan2 dia dan of course angah juga sensitif orangnya.
Teringat masa 2007, Muni satu dorm dengan angah. Hehe. Muni ni kuat nangis sebab homesick yang teramat sangat. Selalu nangis bila teringat family nun jauh di Kl.
Semua orang dah menunjukkan rasa meluat pd Muni except angah. Hehe. Kadang-kadang angah kasi Muni tidur sebelah angah :)
Tapi, dia kelas 1 Topaz and tengah2 tahun macam tu Muni pindah dorm and tak sama dengan Angah, Uyeen, Amal, Intan, Mimi, Amira Syuhada and Zakira Imana.
and Yeah, Muni masuk satu dorm dengan my Yi Thong, Fifa, Farah Diana, Aida, Siti Khairani, Naza and yeah Nafis Atiqah. Walaupun tak satu dorm, but kami still berhubung each other, kadang2 makan satu meja, maybe sebab Muni duduk sebelah Mimi Has, and kadang2 duduk dengan Uyeen, so diorang ni satu dorm dengan angah, jadinya, selalunya akan makan dengan diorang jugak.
Ada pernah juga Muni gaduh dengan angah sebab benda2 kecil mcm pasal Nabil ke haha.
Kelakarnyelah zaman dulu-dulu. Emmm. Lepastu naik form 2, masa ni mcm officiallylah jadi sebahagian dari group PMBK, (amal,adda,mimi,farah, angah, intan and uyeen) and Uyeen satu dorm dgn Intan, farah and farhana. Disebabkan again, Uyeen ni budak yang duduk sebelah aku dalam kelas -..- setiap kali dinner or lunch kitorang akan makan bersama, ye. BERSAMA. Hahaha.
and masa ni jugaklah aku banyak kenal angah yang penyayang, penyabar and ye sangat selalu pergi show and I proud of her sbb dia mmg sgt talented, lagu2 yang Muni buat pon kadang2 dia dengar and nyanyi. Tak banyak sangat yang Muni ingat time F2. hehe Proceed ke masa Form 3 and Form 4 and aaaaaa malas nak taip sebab banyak gila nak cakap haha.
Okay kita gerak ke tahun 2017,
congrats angah
Selamat Pengantin Baru =) Moga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu :D
Wednesday, February 1
Nightmare
After 2 months having not normal menstrual cycle, finally got to see doctor :)
Masa dia scan, she said my rahim is fine :) It is just hormon je tak balance and she suggest Evening Primerose Oil soft gel to balance my hormone.
She said I have to take it daily as supplement. My skin also become fairer she said. :D
Well, kita ikhtiar, Allah yang bagi sembuh. Kita cuba jela. Terima kasih mama and ayah sbb drag me seriously to the clinic. Panic sbb last few days bleeding a lot. 0_0
Alhamdulillah. Now, we know what is the problem.
Masa dia scan, she said my rahim is fine :) It is just hormon je tak balance and she suggest Evening Primerose Oil soft gel to balance my hormone.
She said I have to take it daily as supplement. My skin also become fairer she said. :D
Well, kita ikhtiar, Allah yang bagi sembuh. Kita cuba jela. Terima kasih mama and ayah sbb drag me seriously to the clinic. Panic sbb last few days bleeding a lot. 0_0
Alhamdulillah. Now, we know what is the problem.
Tuesday, January 31
Gift
I have waited for something impossible to happen this month :)
This is the very last day of January 2017.
Take care.
This is the very last day of January 2017.
Take care.
Saturday, January 28
Jogging
Salam and Hai everyone.
Sebenarnya dah lama jugaklah tak workout.
Since Awal December sebab busy sgt dgn assignment, presentation, business and final exam.
Kesihatan pon agak terganggu maybe sbb pertukaran jadual aktiviti harian muehehehe.
Now, Muni dah ada mood nak workout balik semula hahaha and jaga makan as well.
Bukan senang nak ada mood but my last recreation trip bulan Jan before final exam. Yeah. The one with Aisyah. Lata Kinjang.
So, my current weight now is 84Kg. Naik 4Kg dlm masa dua bulan je sebb tak ada aktiviti y membakar lelemaks.
Ini, tak boleh jadi. Haha.
Good News. Mikhael dah sembuh. Tangan dia haritu retak kat siku belah kiri coz lompat atas kerusi masa kat Sekolah Agama. Kesian.
But trust me bro, Allah loves you :)
Harap2 KL tak hujan petang ni. JOM.
5.10 PM
Sebenarnya dah lama jugaklah tak workout.
Since Awal December sebab busy sgt dgn assignment, presentation, business and final exam.
Kesihatan pon agak terganggu maybe sbb pertukaran jadual aktiviti harian muehehehe.
Now, Muni dah ada mood nak workout balik semula hahaha and jaga makan as well.
Bukan senang nak ada mood but my last recreation trip bulan Jan before final exam. Yeah. The one with Aisyah. Lata Kinjang.
So, my current weight now is 84Kg. Naik 4Kg dlm masa dua bulan je sebb tak ada aktiviti y membakar lelemaks.
Ini, tak boleh jadi. Haha.
Good News. Mikhael dah sembuh. Tangan dia haritu retak kat siku belah kiri coz lompat atas kerusi masa kat Sekolah Agama. Kesian.
But trust me bro, Allah loves you :)
Harap2 KL tak hujan petang ni. JOM.
5.10 PM
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Sunday, January 15
January 2017
Assalammualaikum and Semoga Ceria selalu buat awak-awak yang singgah ke blog saya ini :)
Alhamdulillah.
Terlampau banyak nikmat yang Allah kurniakan.
Terlalu banyak juga kesilapan yg sy sering lakukan.
Kadang-kadang tertanya-tanya, sampai bila masa-masa yang ada akan aku bazirkan.
Bilakah aku akan melakukan suatu perubahan?
:')
Bulan 1 ni kebanyakan harinya, sy gunakan untuk siapkan assignment and yeahh presentation.
Hidup kat UniKl ni best,
suasana dia agak mencabar,
lecturer sangat pentingkan kualiti berbanding kuantiti,
ada kadang, lecturer pulangkan report supaya student baiki ikut skema permarkahan yang ada,
Alhamdulillah,
semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan dan dan agak mendebarkan bila tang nak tahu markah hehe.
Allah juga menghantar hadiah tahun baru huhu.. My bff dari Kelate mari Kl,
buat kejutan :D
and haha.. tbc
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