Alhamdulillah. I am fine. Even at 12.45 am I decided to erase everything about this one person. Maybe it is hurt to imagine deleting everything that build the new you, the who you are today. Maybe it is because I like the new me so much and want to be better than before. Being someone that adore this one person so much has lead me to become more stronger than before. Especially about getting out from this dajjal system and some strategies to be a good ummah of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w But,
when my mom said, 'if another man propose you, would you accept it?' I immediately say 'no.'
Deep in my heart, I am really scared to be with someone who are not aware or less knowledge about akhirah. I am afraid that the new person cannot accept my journey that I've been start since June 2014. My Kazama. Yes. :')
When everyone could not understand why I keep saying 'no', I beg Allah to help me, to strength my heart because Allah knows everything that I could not explain to anyone else. Almost everything I kept to myself and to only Him I expressed. It is not that I still have feeling with that one person. I pray that I get to be with somebody like him or better than him and and want to please Allah . :') The reason I wrote this is to explain roughly why I choose to not let just anyone approaching me.
May Allah help me always.
Alhamdulillah, me and Adda went to BMI and after that proceed with our new project thanks to Allah that we did beli barang at Chow Kit and Danau Kota. We will InsyaAllah start selling drinks in balang next week. May Allah ease everything for us. May that business went very well and can help me pay my debt with Ptptn. Alhamdulillah. Take care..
when my mom said, 'if another man propose you, would you accept it?' I immediately say 'no.'
Deep in my heart, I am really scared to be with someone who are not aware or less knowledge about akhirah. I am afraid that the new person cannot accept my journey that I've been start since June 2014. My Kazama. Yes. :')
When everyone could not understand why I keep saying 'no', I beg Allah to help me, to strength my heart because Allah knows everything that I could not explain to anyone else. Almost everything I kept to myself and to only Him I expressed. It is not that I still have feeling with that one person. I pray that I get to be with somebody like him or better than him and and want to please Allah . :') The reason I wrote this is to explain roughly why I choose to not let just anyone approaching me.
May Allah help me always.
Alhamdulillah, me and Adda went to BMI and after that proceed with our new project thanks to Allah that we did beli barang at Chow Kit and Danau Kota. We will InsyaAllah start selling drinks in balang next week. May Allah ease everything for us. May that business went very well and can help me pay my debt with Ptptn. Alhamdulillah. Take care..