Tuesday, September 26

You're not always a main character in your every chapter - Miss Hidayah Ismail

Hi readers,

She is  a lecturer. One of my lecturer when I was in Picoms. She inspires others. and the best part of knowing her, I'm the second best student in her class. She teach Medical.

17th September 2017
I share again what has been sticking in my mind during the good old days. .

In her class, she said You're not always a main character in your every chapter - Miss Hidayah Ismail.

As maybe lot of you knew that, I quit my studies at Picoms because of my offered to pursue MBBS in Indonesia.. and the last day I was there, she asked to take a picture of me. . it was in February 2014.. She said, I'm going to be a good doctor. . and tell me to keep in touch..

AND

I pursue my foundation before entrance exam at Goon International College. .
During that time, Miss Hidayah.. pernah call.. asking me how am I doing. .
and before everything turn down, it was fine and happy time for me..

Unfortunately,
that year . . something bad happen and I couldnt be one of med students. .

which I choose to settle and go to 'pondok' and all I want that time is to be closer with Allah Almighty. .  but my mother insist me to take at least a diploma. . so.. yeah.. I got offer after applying to one of small college in Pantai Cahaya Bulan, Kota Bharu, Kelantan. . . and it was on my birthday. .
30th June 2014. .


AND

I think she missed called me in August,, but I couldnt call her back..
because I'm afraid she'll get upset..
'malu' and I never call her back. . and changed to my celcom number..

BUT

4 years later :')

17th September, I share one of things that she said.. oh yeah.. like I said earlier..


and today..

26th September 2017..

She accepting my friend request . . which made me cry. . and I don't remember when I send her my friend request.. I really don't..


but it was my bittersweet moment..

and maybe it is time to catch up :')

Ya Allah please give me strength  . . to forgive myself. .