Questions and answers lies deep in my mind. Sometimes we know what is the best for us. However, we act differently because something hold us back and for me it is my heart. My heart is so powerful.
Heart controls almost everything. Thus, purifying it is a necessary.
Keep looking for the cure. What I did was I put myself among strangers and listen to them. Listening to their stories made me felt like I am not alone facing this.
I'm sleepy. My point is.. I found solace in strangers.