Saturday, May 12

Kek dan dia

Ini sebuah mimpi. Sedih sebab orang yang dimimpikan tiada di sisi.

Tengok phone ada dua kali missed called dari dia. Tengok WhatsApp dia dah unblocked and cakap suruh pergi pilih kek.

I don't remember sama ada dalam mimpi tu dia bercakap ke tak or kita berborak ke tak dalam telefon. I was so happy sampai lupa kata2 dia yang menghiris hati tu.

Pilih kek. Nanti dia nak dtg rumah.

Terjaga pulak I and I cried sebab itu mimpi je. Then, I tidur balik.

Mimpi that again he texted me 'dah sampai kedai ke?' and 'dah pilih kek ke?'.

But, terjaga balik. And it hurts. Ya Allah, I never want to dream about him anymore.

It hurts. It hurts because this reminds me of how careless I am in handling our friendship. I turned this from a friend to a stranger.

When I woke up, I still can't see his dp nor his status so I guess. . he's done.

Fi hifzillah. I hope you will stop hating me okay? :'/