Friday, June 15

A friend,his playlist for my Raya and

Do you remember about my friend Irfan? The genius one but felt he has a lonely life?
He got a very good taste of music too.. not tooo mention his interest for arts, dia pernah pakai dp from his own karya.

Baru-baru ni, he shared his playlist on his stories, the 1st one is Game Changer and the 2nd one is Nebular.

I spend my time yesterday and listened to them. Game Changer was cool but Nebular bring me to somewhere that I still can't  figure it where.

I told Irfan that I really like the Nebular one and he's flattered maybe because someone likes his playlist.  I should thank you Irfan.
Your talents is yes one of the best thing that I've had discovered in my life but having a friend who can really talk and consider me as one of ur listener that you can trust is the thing. I'm grateful for that Ya Allah.
He even shared his dreams that okay, let me kept it as secret and pray that he can still go for that. May Allah ease and I hope you don't give up.

To be honest, this eid is not like the previous eid. . I should be grateful.. It is just my longing for someone who can't be and do not want to be with me anymore .. It makes me sad, I know why. I'm a fool. I tried to reach him without asking help from anyone and I failed.

It's okay. It's fine. Hey, I got new playlist right, a family, a place where I can lay myself at, friends whom I considered home and Icha, my UPSR's student.

I got very caring cousins, bestfriends, boss, khanqah and I got a keyboard too.

I'll be fine. This war in my head Ya Allah, I beg that you let me win it. . InsyaAllah.